I now believe it does get better! I believe with all my being :)

To those I have hurt along the way, I am forever sorry. To those who have hurt me, I forgive you.

How many years have been spent wishing I could escape, stop the ride and get off. Fear, panic and anxiety have ruled for long enough and led to enough destruction. 

For I cannot erase this past that burdens my heart, but can only move onward and upward out of the deep, as a certain wise womyn once told me.

It can get SO much better and finally something in me understands this.

Embrace life. Eradicate joy-less living. Love and believe in all it’s possibilities.